Thursday, June 5, 2008

mama, mak, umi. ibu, mummy

One fine day: [phone conversation]

Mama: na, PLKN tu seronoknye 3bulan je, Darul Quran ni smpai akhirat..

Yeah, that was what my mum said when i was offered to Darul Quran for 2nd intake. At that time I was attending PLKN programme in kuching, swak after my application to pursue my studies at Darul Quran was rejected. I felt very upset n disappointed n went to PLKN instead..konon2 bwk hati la ni..but then, it was MY MUM who appealed to DQ’s management n ensured them that her daughter would give whatever it takes if she got the chance to pursue her studies there. Tq mama! Kalau xde mama, I wont be like this.

Ibu, derhakalah aku,
Jika dalam diriku,
Tak kau temui inginmu.
Ibu, derhakalah aku,
Jika dalam hidupku,
Tak kau temui legamu,
Ibu, derhakalah aku,
Jika dalam mahumu,
Tiada mahuku…

Sume org pn ade mak, xkesah la korg pggil mak korg mama, mak, mummy, umi, ibu or ape2 je. But the point is, she is THE ONE who bring us to the world..die yg ngandungkan kite slama 9bulan. Bayangkan btape berat nye tanggungan, nk solat, nk bjalan, nk mandi, n even nk buang air pn kna bwk kite. Kalo korg kecik xpe jgk, ni dh la besar (mane2 yg twin tu lg la seksa) , pastu siap blh men tendang2 plk dlm perut die. Xpnah ke korg sume fikir? x rase sian ke kt die? Even aku xpnah rase sakit nye mengandung n melahirkan, tp aku harap kite sume dpt fikir sejenak betapa besarnye pengorbanan mereka pd kite. For me, my mum is everything. She is the one who always stand beside me whenever I fall, she is the one who raised me up for 20yrs without someone named FATHER, n she is the one who correct me when I made mistake. I’m sure the same thing goes to all of u rite? But then, ble kite besar knape kite lwn dia?
Knape kite xdgr ckp die? Die suh kite blaja pndai2 knape kite x buat? Knape kite x gembirakan die?

Tahukah anda, masa kite kecik dulu, nyamuk sekor pn die x kasi gigit kite? Hingus kite time kecik2 tu, die yg tlg sedut?? Bukan ayah, bukan doctor, bukan bibik, tp mak..die syg kite lebih dr sgala2 nye..tp knape, bile kite besar, cube pk, ape yg kite wat kt die? Ade kite jaga die ms die demam? Ade kite gembirakan die? Betul, mak mmg xharapkn ape2 dr anak2 mereka, tp sbg anak, kite dh bsr pjg, x rase ke dorg dh byk sgt bersusah sbb kite? Ms kite kcik, demam, merengek, dorg la yg bjaga mlm..sedangkn esknye dorg kerja..kite skrg, nk blk umah pn jarang. Seronok dgn kwn2 kt hostel, enjoy, xpyh dgr mak mmbebel..
Saat kite gaduh ngn kawan, saat kite xde duit, saat kite kna mrh ngn ayah..sape yg ade dsisi kalaau bkn mak?? Ape lg yg korg nk dr dorg? Cukup2 la kite susahkn dorg..dh tibe masanye kite balas jase mereka..bukan hanya time mothers day or bday or ape2 la. But just make them happy dgn slalu tanye kaba, tlg mane yg blh tlg, hatta melihat wajah mereka dgn penuh kasih syg pn kite dh dpt pahala..subhanallah, nk mnggambrkn btapa besarnya ibu dlm hidup kite…tu pn masih nk lawan ckp dorg?

Kalau bab makan, pnah korg dgr org kate rindu mskan nenek? Jarang kan..biasenya kite rindu masakan mak kite..knape? sbb tgn yg masak tu la yg membelai kite, yg basuh najis kite, yg kite cium time nk pg skola dulu ( tp skrg dh x )..yg basuh baju kite dan yg mcm2 lg la..Nabi pn ade bersabda, “syurga itu dibawah telapak kaki ibu”..n ade hadis gak kot, aku xigt yg katenye ade 3 benda yg apabila kite mlihat sahaja, Allah dh bg ganjaran..xbuat ape pn, tgk je..

1- Kaabah
2- Al-Quran
3- Ibu bapa

Oleh itu, sebelum terlambat..buatlah ape yg patut, aku mals nk tulis pjg2 sbb kite pn dh besar n dh blh pikir sdiri mcmane carenye nk mnggembirakn hati org yg dh jage kite dr kcik. N tulisan ni jugak adalah peringatan utk diri sdiri. aku xde ayah, aku hanye ade mak je, dialah yg besarkn aku dr kecik smpai skrg dgn sgt susah dan payah..yg ganti tmpt abah, yg keja ssh pyh utk aku smpi aku dh blh lwn ckp die..agh..derhakanya aku..besar sugguh pengorbanannye kt aku..smoga kite same2 dpt bfikir sejenak..

Mama, terima kasih atas segala-galanya, nina akan balas jasa2 mama, ampunkan salah silap nina. Nina bkn anak yg baik tp nina akan cuba jd yg tbaik, insya Allah..semoga mama sntiasa dibawah redhaNYA..

“Ya Allah, kasihanilah kedua ibu bapa kami sebagaimana mereka mengasihani kami dwaktu kecil..Amin”



4 comments:

Adlan said...

oh xsangka nina dpt PLKN jgak kt sarawak. adikku baru je abis PLKN tp arap2 jugak la die dpt tmpt kt IPT lps ni..

em ur mum is also ur dad jgak bcos of she's working hard to feed all of u kan..

always remember and love our mum. mmg penting utk slalu buat baik dgn diorg.. hehe. tu psl rasanya slalu balik umah.. bleh jmp mak slalu hehe.. k

chaz said...

yeap dpt plkn kt kuching, srwk.tp smpat pg 10 hr je coz dpt offer dq..hehe

erm, balik?? hehe, yeah..u got it. pndai eh

ain farahain said...

sroootttt

trase plak x ske balek umah sbb nnt kne kemas

(bkn krane x maw dgr mak bebel yer)

nway, ak kdg2 rindu gak kat mskn nenek

syes x tipu

chaz said...

ahah,
ain..ko xblk umah sbb takut nk bwk keta time jam..haha